First of Sorry to all of you, for not typing in Tamil, I was not able to type even one sentence for half an hour.. but i want to tell someon abt my situation..
I visit arusuvai for more than 4 yrs.. but will not post or register.. today i want to talk.. i know all the active member's here is arusuvai.. i too feel like talking with u all but i dont know wht stops me .
Last year. when my first son was 2 yrs.. i was not at all aware that i was pregnant, i realized around 42 days.. that i have missed my periods.. i did home pregnancy test found i'm pregnant, my husband was not happy, bcoz i'm working and already we leave my Son to babysitter, so he was why another kid.. but i was so happy went to DOc, She advised me as i had taken sometablet's without my knowlege.. there may be a risk of 2% with the baby. she told.. there may be risk maynot be risk , so think well and come to me.. me and my husband discussed and thought of aborting my kid.. (my brain said..) but no one belive.. i felt my baby around 45 days.. i know it is my own blood,my baby.. there is life inside my womb.. how could i abort ? i felt her movement.. 3 days i cried , i always dont want to abort, we went to scan around 6th week. baby was fine , so i decided and told my hubby.. we will go with the baby .. i fell she is fine.. The moment he said.. yes even i fell, we will go with the baby.. 12th week scan normal.. 21 week anomally scan normal.. radiologist show my baby phot.. i was crying to see her face.. my baby took her hands and showed her palm .. i felt as if she saying.. "amma i'm allright.. dont worry".. i was in tears when i saw her face...every thing went normall.. since my son was c-sec.. this one too preplanned C-sec
I always want a girl baby , I got my baby girl.. She is my angel.. so sweet, she was normall, when she was in 5th month.. she got wheezing.. and was admittd in hospital.. that time, Doc found she is having Urniary infection.. so took proper tratment.. then doctor told.. she may have some problem in kidney.. every thing came normall, Till todate God has answred my prayer's. last month again she got wheezing.. and again same urinary infection..
Tomorrow she has one more test.. Plz friends pray for my Pappa , so should be free of any infection.. i only felt her from womb, i want her.. though i know the risk.. i it's not my mistake.. i took tablet without knowing i'm pregnant..but why GOD punishes my sweety to this extent.. each time carrying to hospital, when she is ill, she smiles , but the tratment,, the way she suffer's from whezzing.. OOOH GOD.. why to such a poor girl he is giving this..
Sorry Friends. i'm boring you all.. i dont want to share this to anyone.. even my parent's are not happy bcoz of her suffering.. i act as if i'm brave before my Hubby.. i just want you all to Pray for her.. so that.. she get's recovered from this.. and no more issues..she is having a test 2morow..She is now 11 month's old..